Confusion

con⋅fu⋅sion

–noun

1.	the act of confusing.

2.	the state of being confused.

3.	disorder; upheaval; tumult; chaos: The army retreated in confusion.

4.	lack of clearness or distinctness: a confusion in his mind between right and wrong.

5.	perplexity; bewilderment: The more difficult questions left us in complete confusion.

6.	embarrassment or abashment: He blushed in confusion.

7.	Psychiatry. a disturbed mental state; disorientation.

8.	Archaic. defeat, overthrow, or ruin.

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Origin:
1300–50; ME (< class="ital-inline">confūsiōn- (s. of confūsiō).

I'm confused. There is so much going on in my head right now, I don't know where to really start with my thoughts.

There is a guy at uni and in some respects he is like the guy who obviously doesn't want me, (there is a reason I am not mentioning names).

I guess it is slightly beside the point, but maybe not, maybe it will help me deal with things better. Any way, we went to the cineam earlier, but I have the suspicion that maybe we were set up. I don't know why I think that, I just have this feeling that we were, especially as one of my friends keeps going on about it as a date.

I really don't know what to think, I don't even know why I continue to write here, I guess it is just a way of getting the thought train rolling...