I know how emo this is probably going to sound. But there really must be something wrong with me, why else would I have been on my own for as long as I can remember? I just don't get it.
I have tried so hard to be something someone might want but I don't want to lose myself. What a joke is that? I mean I hardly know who I am.
It hurts so much to see horrible people being happy, having something that I have been trying to find for so long... I just don't think it is fair what the nastiest people seem to always get the nicer things in life. I know life isn't fair, it's a bitch, but that doesn't stop me wishing.
Why is it though, that the one thing you want is dangled in front of you time and time again only to be taken out of sight just as you are about to grab it?
It seems as though I can't even keep my friends happy, so why would someone want to love me if they didn't have to?
I don't really know why I am writing on here, I mean no one reads it, maybe that is why. I don't know. I really don't know any more...
About Me
- Angharad
- Cardiff, Wales, United Kingdom
- I really am obsessed with AFI, it probably isn't healthy, but it's a better addiction than drugs, smoking or alcohol which leads me to another thing, I'm straight edge and I have been since August of 2006. (Oh and to all of you who don't know what straight edge is i suggest looking it up!) I really hate fake people, they really annoy me, why bother to be someone you're not, it only goes to show that you are incapable of being you. *Shudders at the thought of fake people and posers...*
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